Forever 50.....Today is moms birthday. I feel empty, lost, I wish I could talk to her. Seems like just yesterday we surprised her on her 50'th birthday. She would have been 51 today, she looked so young, and she will be forever young in my eyes. I still can't believe it, cant grasp it...I will never in this life see her again. She was my best friend, she was the one who could always bring me out of depression. I am thinking about taking dad out to eat for moms birthday, kind of a quite acknowledgement of the day of her birth. Next week will be 6 months since she left us, life will never be the same without my momma. Happy Birthday Momma....sending you my hugs and kisses on the wind.