Update

  With the 23rd of this month close by, I am often thinking about my mother. For those of you who don't know what I am talking about: Mom died last September at the age of 50 from lung cancer. I miss her so bad, but I do know I have that blessed assurance that I will see her again one day.

I am worried about my dad though, he is smoking three packs of cigarettes a day! I think he is trying to kill himself with it. He also told me today that he has no purpose in life and didn't care really if he died. Please pray for him. I don't know what to do other than that.

I pulled out my neck/back yesterday, well, I woke up with it hurting saturday morning...by saturday night, I couldn't hold my neck up without almost wanting to cry. Right now I am on pain pills which are helping alot. Please pray it heals quickly. I cant' sleep right now because I slept all day today to manage the pain.

I am really bored most of the time. I really wish God would send me some Christian/godly women to be friends with. I don't drink or party, that is just not me, and I want to find someone to hang with and fellowship with that loves our Lord. So, I am praying for it. My sister lives about 15 miles from me, but she is generally to busy to come over and visit.

I really am missing my best friend, Marie, she lives in Virginia beach, I havent seen her since the summer of 2005...a few months before Mom left us. I am also praying to see Marie soon, she always lifts my spirits. (:0)

Well, I guess that is all for now, I need to try to get some sleep.