I finally sat down to write a letter to someone I haven't spoken to in over a month 1/2, because I still felt I could not speak to them yet. I am just not ready...baby steps.
Well, getting my feelings/pain out on paper has showed me just how hurt I still am. I wonder how long it will take me to get over all the hurt feelings. I mean, this person laid it all out about how they felt about me and how they see me...and it hurt. Although now they say they didn't mean it...it still hurts, and I still feel like they meant it. I mean, after all, you don't say stuff like that unless you really feel that way.
Anyhow, please pray for me to get over this hurt...my heart tells me it is going to be a long time trying to rebuild this burnt bridge and mend my broken heart.
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