I know I never told anyone how my birthday was, so here it is:

I woke up sad, wishing I could sleep all day and skip my birthday all together. I was so depressed that the woman who brought me into this world was no longer with me to celebrate my birthday. Well, the day drug on and I was still miserable...until I went out to dinner for my birthday with my sister and family. My hubby and kids were there, one of my cousins and her husband, my sister and her family, and some friends of the family. Also, one of my best friends from high school found out I was celebrating my birthday at this restraunt and she dropped by too. We had seafood, cake and fun. Dh got me a brand new camera, I love it. Afterwards my sister went with my dh and I too see a movie, other than the movie, the night was great.
Mothers day: Another day I was dreading. But, as the day approached, I started to feel not too bad, still sad though. We missed church, but later in the day we went out to eat chinese food, although my husband didn't go because he was still starving himself at that point. After lunch we all went to moms grave and put flowers on it. I just felt that I needed to still honor her on mothers day, even though she is no longer with us anymore. Anyhow, just wanted to let everyone know a little of what has been going on.